Review: Golden by Jessi Kirby

May 12, 2013 ARC Challenge, Book Reviews 22 ★★★★★

Review: Golden by Jessi KirbyGolden by Jessi Kirby
Published by Simon & Schuster on May 14th 2013
Pages: 288
Format: ebook
Source: Edelweiss
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Seventeen-year-old Parker Frost has never taken the road less traveled. Valedictorian and quintessential good girl, she’s about to graduate high school without ever having kissed her crush or broken the rules. So when fate drops a clue in her lap—one that might be the key to unraveling a town mystery—she decides to take a chance.

Julianna Farnetti and Shane Cruz are remembered as the golden couple of Summit Lakes High—perfect in every way, meant to be together forever. But Julianna’s journal tells a different story—one of doubts about Shane and a forbidden romance with an older, artistic guy. These are the secrets that were swept away with her the night that Shane’s jeep plunged into an icy river, leaving behind a grieving town and no bodies to bury.

Reading Julianna’s journal gives Parker the courage to start to really live—and it also gives her reasons to question what really happened the night of the accident. Armed with clues from the past, Parker enlists the help of her best friend, Kat, and Trevor, her longtime crush, to track down some leads. The mystery ends up taking Parker places that she never could have imagined. And she soon finds that taking the road less traveled makes all the difference.

Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?

I knew from page one that this book was a *me* book. A feeling of sweet relief washed over me as I read Kirby’s beautiful prose and I knew I was home. I’ve stepped out of my “box” a lot lately. Reading books that have challenged me, that I’ve enjoyed, ranted and snarked about, cried and have lost sleep over.

It’s been a long time since I’ve read a book that I knew in my heart would change me and stay with me. That I needed to hold in my hands and hug to my chest. I raved to my best friend last night that I found a book that was “so us” and she laughed and nodded her head emphatically in agreement that this was a book written for those of us who dream of taking the risks instead of crossing the line into the unknown.

Hope is something I find hard to hold onto sometimes, I retreat into myself and struggle to keep the brave face on straight. In this book, Parker, like me is facing change, being pushed out of her comfort zone and forced to take risks. Golden was like the comforting squeeze from a friend’s hand holding mine as I too face challenges and uncertainty right now albeit older than Parker but facing the same terrifying feelings that I’ll be left with more regrets and not precious memories. Last night as I wiped the tears from my face and said goodbye to Parker, I felt hopeful that I too would find the courage to do what I wanted with my “one wild and precious life.”

Parker was without a doubt one of my favourite MC’s in a long time.

She was real. Remarkable yet normal, beautiful yet ordinary…she’s your best friend, she’s your sister, she’s you.

Parker is weeks away from graduating high school and her life has been mapped out for her. Inflated GPA, honour roll, extra curricular activities that are strictly college board approved, curfew that has never been broken, all roads lead to Stanford. When she makes the final cut for a scholarship dedicated to the memory of her town’s “Golden Couple” who died tragically years earlier, Parker starts to wonder what their life would have been like if it hadn’t been cut short. When the journal of Julianna, one-half of that couple finds its way into Parker’s hand, it seems clear that fate is intervening and Parker needs to take stock of her life.

I’ve got this tiny pang of regret when I think of how much I have probably missed out on in the last few years because I was too scared to take a risk, or too shy to speak up, or too worried to be bold. It is my one wild and precious life, after all.

One of the things I loved most about this book was how it showed just how little appearances can really be trusted. I regularly have to remind myself when I go on Facebook *NOT* to compare my behind the scenes with everyone else’s highlight reel. As Parker delves into the final days of Julianna’s life unfolding in the pages of her journal, she too realises that even the golden girl has secrets to hide. At times as I read, I didn’t know how I wanted the story to reveal itself. I wondered if there would be a level of implausibility that would ultimately ruin a book I felt was fast becoming dear to me but Kirby skilfully created a story with such depth, hope and wonder that it works and my heart pounded as I devoured the words, immersed in both Parker’s and Julianna’s story within the story. While this is at first glance a sweet, innocent romantic tale that most girls secretly wish could be theirs, at its core there is a message that life is imperfect and no matter how much you will it to be otherwise, it will not remain golden, that events and experience will tarnish it but it’s how you respond to the lows that shape you more than the highs.

Golden had everything I wanted in a coming of age book. The likeable yet imperfect protagonist, the best friend who…irritated me at times but won me over with her heart of gold. And of course there’s the guy…Trevor initially seemed to be lacking depth, a bit one-dimensional but throughout the course of the book grew to be a real friend to Parker, trusting, loyal and subtly swoon inducing which is always a good thing. 🙂

“…You’ll say the truest thing you know and that’ll be exactly right.” I look at him with his wrinkled shorts and morning messy hair, and I swear I fall in love right there. I am in love with what he just said. In that moment, no one could have said anything more right or perfect to me. I could…I could kiss him right there-

There’s so much about this book that I could ramble on about incoherently for pages, tears running down my face but instead I’ll just say…read it. Read it, learn from it, cry, laugh but above all hope. Hope for love, life, friends and take away from it a lesson more precious than all the others…It’s just one life we get so let’s go live it.

Danielle

22 Responses to “Review: Golden by Jessi Kirby”

  1. Ana

    I’ve seen another review of this book that made me want to read it and I’m so happy you enjoyed it too! It sounds like such a wonderful book and I believe I’d put it down thinking about life and drowning in beautiful prose. 🙂
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    • Danielle

      It’s definitely a special book, the story is simple and sweet and just…lovely! The only hyped book of the year that lived up to expectations for me.

  2. BookishTrish

    I’m so glad you loved it as much as I did and you gave it 5 stars too. And you need not have worried, your review captured perfectly the emotional impact and feeling of connection that you had to this book. Loved your review and all I can say is hear, hear 🙂
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    • Danielle

      It’s so nice! I just ordered my physical copy, it’s not available over here yet sob, was looking forward to running to my bookstore today!

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    […] GOLDEN! How much do I love you? This was a definite “Me” book. I connected with Parker instantly and her yearning to break free and take risks was something I really understand. I loved the mystery, the romance, the friendship. It was such an “ALL THE FEELS” book and I treasure my copy of it. Read my review of GOLDEN! […]

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